Shackleton's Hut
Antarctica
December 2007
I am obsessed with Ernest Shackleton and his adventures. I marvel at his vision, leadership and foolish courage. I have read his books and his cook's book and people's biography's about him. I've watched countless movies about him. I can recite his advertisement that he sent out to recruit sailors: "Wanted 30 men to join me on an exploration, dangers conditions, poor pay, long hours, may never return". Over 300 people applied for these 30 positions.
So when I heard that we would visit his hut while I was on my trip to Antarctic, I was thrilled. And when the day arrived, I could hardly contain myself. But as the hour was upon us, weather conditions changed. The winds picked up dramatically. It snowed. Even though we were anchored, our ship tossed and turned and struggled with the anchor.
The zodiacs were released in to the water and we were told to suit up if we wanted to leave the ship. I hurried to my cabin and began to put on layers and layers of clothing, However, our trip leader got on the PA system and warned us of the rough water conditions. "I am not recommending this stop for everyone", she told us, "condition are very treacherous. The steps to the gangway are slippery. We have icy conditions. It is going to be difficult to get on the zodiacs because of the wake of the waves. Only our most fit people should get off the boat."
My heart sank. I was nervous. Getting off the ship was trying for me on calm days. Now Susan encouraged us to rethink this stop. I decide not to go as I do not want to risk a broken leg or arm, trying to get off the ship. I sat on my bed and took off my ten pound boots and pouted in defeat.
As I went up to the gallery to watch my travel mates get off the boat, others encouraged me to go with them.. "Come on, I'll help you. You won't hurt yourself." But their words of encouragement weren't enough. I decided that I was not going to join Shackleton today. I didn't have his foolish courage. I stayed on the boat.
