Sunday, January 10, 2016

Touchstone 2015

TOUCHSTONE 2015

Touchstone Art instituteFarmington, PASeptember 2015

“I don’t know why, I guess I am just a perfectionist.  I think you should break everything now so you understand your material.  Break down the stone so you can really see its natural beauty.  So tomorrow, we are going to cut.  We will go out to the woods the first thing in the morning and we will forge for things.  Anything you see that interested you.  We’ll go over to the blacksmith shop and see if anything interests you.  And then we are going to cut.  Cut everything until you break it down to something different and then you are able to create”.

And so my long weekend of mosaic design begins.  I am in the woods, not far from Pittsburg at the Touchstone Art Institute. For the next four days we will forage, cut and create mosaics.

First we cut stones, big rocks actually.  We had to place the rock between something called a hardi and a pointy hammer and tap with force until the thing broke in half.  I entered the task with interpretation because I was afraid of hammering my fingers.

“Don’t hack at it”, Rachel tells me.

“But I am a hacker”, I aggressively respond.

“You can be more gentle,” she tells me, “You don’t need to be that aggressive.”   I want to tell her, “NO, I can’t.  That’s the story of my life.”  But I don’t. I just try tapping at the damn rock until it finally breaks in half and then I break that it half and then again and again and again and now I am not even worried about my fingers.  I just wait for that satisfying moment when the stone splits into two and I am now left with nothing but large pebbles.


Most of the other women in the class are artists by trade.  They are well established in the art community and seem to know and respect each other’s work.  There are a few potters.  I am the only non-artist.  But I tell everyone that I am thinking of hacking off two sides of an old shed in my yard and making a mosaic sculpture on the remaining walls.  That arouses a few comments of approval and I sit up just a bit taller, feeling just a bit more connected to these artists.