Usually, I write every day but I haven’t touched my computer since Sunday afternoon when my friend called me to tell me that her husband has been harboring a second family for the past 9 years. I am devastated, anger and bewildered. But i just couldn't write about it. So today, I thought I have to write something before I imploded from my anger. I used AI and this is what came up and it describes my emotional state perfectly.
I am struggling to put my emotions into words, weighed down by a sadness so heavy it feels impossible to lift. Someone I trusted, someone I called my friend, has shattered that bond beyond repair. He confessed that he had been living a lie: happily married but with a second family hidden away, It was as though the ground beneath me disappeared. Every conversation, every shared moment now feels tainted, rewritten by this betrayal I never saw coming. I believed in him, laughed with him, and offered loyalty that now feels foolish. The pain isn't just from the lies, but from the ease with which he told them, the casual way he let me build a friendship on false ground. Grief and anger rage together inside me, and I wonder if I ever truly knew him at all. His confession ended more than a friendship. It has damaged my ability to trust.
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