Spider Solitaire
OMG, OMG, OMG, I hate this game. It is so damn addicting. I hate it and I hate that I get sucked in to this stupid, obsessive time-waster. I hate, hate, hate this game.
When I got my first laptop, I found solitaire and played it and played it and played it. I complained about it at work and someone told me that I would probably play it for two weeks and then get bored with it. Well, I didn't so I had to get my nephew to remove it from my hard drive which was a challenging task.
Then it became so available allover the Internet so a few years later, I downloaded it. That was another crazy run of this obnoxious game. So I deleted that game as well.
I go through periods where I convince myself that I will just play for 15 minutes right before I go to bed. I even set a timer so I don't get absorbed in this moment. The alarm goes off and I just turn it off and then it's 2 AM and I am so angry with me because I have to get up for work.
Then I can go two or three years and not even thin about it. But then I have a moment where I am in need of a little mindless entertain and that spider creeps in to my mind. FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! I am trapped again.
I'm in that trap now. It's been three month of playing this stupid game (except when I am on vacation and then I don't even think of it). I was just about to delete it last night but an option popped up for me to change the font and background color of the game and it now looks so bright and inviting to me that I am afraid I will be stuck in this dark hole.
I wonder if there is a Spider Solitaire Anonymous group I can join.
OMG, OMG, OMG, I hate this game. It is so damn addicting. I hate it and I hate that I get sucked in to this stupid, obsessive time-waster. I hate, hate, hate this game.
When I got my first laptop, I found solitaire and played it and played it and played it. I complained about it at work and someone told me that I would probably play it for two weeks and then get bored with it. Well, I didn't so I had to get my nephew to remove it from my hard drive which was a challenging task.
Then it became so available allover the Internet so a few years later, I downloaded it. That was another crazy run of this obnoxious game. So I deleted that game as well.
I go through periods where I convince myself that I will just play for 15 minutes right before I go to bed. I even set a timer so I don't get absorbed in this moment. The alarm goes off and I just turn it off and then it's 2 AM and I am so angry with me because I have to get up for work.
Then I can go two or three years and not even thin about it. But then I have a moment where I am in need of a little mindless entertain and that spider creeps in to my mind. FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! I am trapped again.
I'm in that trap now. It's been three month of playing this stupid game (except when I am on vacation and then I don't even think of it). I was just about to delete it last night but an option popped up for me to change the font and background color of the game and it now looks so bright and inviting to me that I am afraid I will be stuck in this dark hole.
I wonder if there is a Spider Solitaire Anonymous group I can join.
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