Tuesday, April 1, 2025

April 2024

 April 2024

The Solar Eclipse

Women's Basketball Rules!!!

Fucking Taxes

PA, NJ, NY

1-M- PA/NJ

It's raining heavily and Tricia and I are going to a new Hindu temple in Robertsville, NJ.  The temple is relatively new and it is the largest temple outside of India. I picked her up at 9 AM so that we could get there for some sort of introduction lecture and then a "moving ceremony" at 11:15.  I got up early with great effort and no complaining and we got there by 10:30.  There was so introductory lecture.  We sat in the temple, in slilence, for over an hour and nothing was going on. Finally, around 11:45, a few monks came out and people gathered around them and they went through a few ceremonial gestures and the moment took about seven minutes and then the temple closed at noon and would remain closed until 4. I was underwhelmed but Tricia appreaciated the moment. I noticed that they had two different forms of prostration and I want to look up the meaning of these actions.  One form seemed almost comical.

Heather posted photos of the boys in Portugal.  They are traveling this week and these kids are so damn beautiful. I wish I was traveling with them as they discover the world.

The March Madness Women's Basketball game was on again and I watched it with Gina.  The game was so damn exciting.  Now I am hooked on this series.

2- TU- PA

I slept really well. And that makes me so happy.  I am sleeping so much better since I found a THC gummy that actually works for me.

It was rain and dreary and cold and this weather makes me miserable.  There were things I wanted to do but I didnt feel like getting in and out of my car any more than necessary becasue I didnt want to get wet. So I narrowed my outside options to going to the movies.  I went to see Anthony Hopkins in One Life, the story about the man who saved 665 children from fallowing in the hands of the Nazis during WWII.

And then I came home and cleaned a little bit and mopped the floor.  I don't know why I view this task as such a burden.  If only I would spend 15 minutes a day on cleaning my apartment, it would be much more manageable to keep it clean every day.  I hate to house clean.

I finished my book, Capote's Women by Laurence  Learner. I didnt particulalry like it as I thought it was filled with too much gossip about rich people.  And I dont care about spoiled, rich people.

Twitter: I never realized how narcissistic Christianity can be until I started watching TikTok videos.

3- W- PA

It was another dreadful, rainy, chilly day.  I had a few things I wanted to do today but it was raining so damn hard and there was a flash flood warning. So I just ran to the mall, dropped off the underwear I collected for the Wardrobe and came home.

I did stop at Walmart on the way home and I bought another damn denim jacket.  I think that brings me to ten jackets.  I have to get rid of two of these jackets.

Gina and Keith were in the lounge so we chatted each other up for a bit and then it was 7PM. Where did this day go? Another damn day slipped away from me.

4- TH- PA

It's raining again but I had to get out of the building. So I drove up to Lancaster County and went to the Columbia Kettle Works Brewery (1). Of course, I had a flight and on the way home, I stopped and did some shopping.

I finshed my book, Chasing My Cure by David Fajgenbaum. This young man in medical school became critically ill with an unknown disease. In desperation, he worked to find a way to classify his disease and then to find a cure. His commitment was admirable.

5-F- PA

The sun was out today.  I've sort of forgotten what the sun looks like.  But it was so damn cold that I had to wear my puff jacket and theta annoys me as it it April and it should be warm.

I went to the movies to see Wicked Little Letters. I loved it.  It was so quirky and funny.  It reminded me of a Wes Anderson movie.  It was filled with lots of ridiculous insults and I've like to go back and write down some of the insults so that I can use them on people.

I'm sucked in to the hype of the Women's March Madness tournament.  I'm following Caltlin Clark and her team won tonight. The game was magical as she took shots from the other end of the court and just dunked them in the basket.  What a talent.

Twitter: The MAGA budget proposal calls for $1.5 trillion in cuts to Social Security, including raising retirement age, slashing disability benefits, stripping Medicare of its ability to negotiate drug costs, repealing the $35 insulin cap and the $2,000 out-of-pocket limit. They hate us.

6- SA- PA

I drank too much this afternoon.  A group of us went to Artillery Brewery (2) to support a findraiser for a manager who had a stroke.  We left at 1 PM and drank all afternoon and when I looked at my step tracker, it appears as if I got home around 9ish becasue the was the last time I took steps for the day.  I crashed as soon as I got home.

Sally and Stacey joined us. We were at a fundraiser for one of the mangers who recently had a stroke and is now in deep finanical problems. That's the American way. So several local musiians agreed to play all afternoon and the music was just great.

7- SU- PA/NY

I left at noon to head up to Syracuse, NY. The ride took forever as so many people are heading to the path of the eclipse.

My frist stop was the Local 315 Brewery (3)- NY.  I had to stop here even before I got to mu hotel becasue I wanted to watch the Iowa Women's basketball game now that I am a fan. Regretfully, they lost but now I can go on with my normal life.

Im listening to Viola Davis' autobiography, Finding Me,  and her take on life is powerful.

8- M- NY

It's Solar Eclipse Day and I am in Syracuse, NY to witness the eclipse. It was a bit of a disappointment but there was a moment when everything turned dark as night and the temperature dropped to a noticeable degree and it was a little creepy.

Afterwards, I went to the Prison City Brewery (4) and had a delicious flight.

9- TU- NY/PA

Of course, it was a beautiful, cloudless day.  Why couldn't we have had this day yesterday.

I headed home after a dreadful, sleepless night.  I didn't take a sleeping aid and I paid the price.  I was a little worried that it would be a struggle to drive but I did OK.

I stopped in Scranton to go to the Copper's Family Brewery (5).  I couldn't get my usual flight so I got a 9 0z pour of a nitro Irish Stout and a delicious Imperial IPA.

I finsihed my book, Finding Me, by Viola Davis. As much as I read about people who grew up in poverty or I know people who lived in poverty, I just cant get used to it.

10- W- PA

We had an Uptown Celebration for all of the volunteers and I left feeling insignificant.

11- TH- PA

I dropped my fucking taxes off at H7R Block to get done.  I hate this task.

It's been 31 years since Christopher died and I had a crybaby day.

12- F- PA

Today is my mother's birthday.  She woud be 97.

I ran errands and felt as if I was accomplishing lots of tasks but really, I wasn't and I need to step up my game of life.  I am lazy, lathergic and unproductive to a frightening level.

Sue had Kevin and me over for dinner. Bobby was there and I brought desserts and everything was delicious  I feel a great senese of comfort at Sue's house.

13- SA- PA

It was a beautiful, sunny, slightly chilly day and a perfect day to be outside and I stayed in my bed too late. I tried to get into my new audio book.  It's only two hours.  I listened to an hour last night and 1/2 hour today and I have to start over becasue i still dont know the premise of the story.  I think I need to confine my audiobook time just to when I am in the car and I am not distracted.

In the last two weeks I have gone back to my photo blogs and resurrected them.  And today, I have decided to take the world travel blog and begin to fill it with my AI commentray on my travel advice. I am starting to get some views on this site after about a 4 year hiatus.  Let's see if anything becomes of it.

My balcony door is wide open as it has been for the last three days and that makes me so damn happy.  But I had to close it in the early evening becasue my hands were so cold, I could have used some gloves.  So the door is closed now and I feel a bit annoyed for surrendering to the cold.

It looks as if the Israeli/Hamus conflict just got taken up a notch.  Iran is now sending drones to Israel so I am sure it won't be long until we start sending troops over to fuck things up.  I am so damn tired of this religious war between israel and Palestine.  This battle has been sucking the whole world in for my entire life time and then some. I am sick of religion and the damage it does to the world and I am sick of this conflict.

14- SU- PA

OMG, what a gorgeous day. I love days like today.  I wish I liked to hike.  This woould have been a perfect day for a hike. Instead, I had drinks with Bill and Pat.

We made our way over to the record shop and stuck up a fun conversation with the guy from the record shop

We stopped for ice cream before they headed back to Havertown.

People were hanging out in the courtyard with the fire going.  I brought my new little fire pit outand i love it.

15- M- PA

It's tax day and I didn't file my taxes today.  I dropped them off last week but told my accountant to take his time. I am going to owe about $8000 so I am in no hurry to pay.

I struggled all night with a mild sore throat. But as I got up today and moved around the world, I felt lousy.  A cold is looming over me. I wanted to go to the movies but I really had no energy at all. So, I went to the grocery store and bought too many perishables and called it a day.  I felt lousy so I spend the day in bed and listened to podcasts.

Twitter: As a former high school principal, I heard lots of excuses as to why some dads werent attending graduation. But no student ever used the excuse that his dad is on trial for banging a porn star and then illegally paying her hush money. #TrumpIsACriminal #TrumpisaNationalDisgrace

16- TU- PA

I was up earlier than usual to check in to a zoom meeting to renew my Glocal Entry status.  Of course, I couldn't log in to zoom so I had to miss the meeting.

In the afternoon, I went to BMFI to see the movie, The Long Shot. It's the stroy of the first mexican high school golf team to compete in this all white sport. Of course, I loved the movie as I love a story were the underdogs win.

On the way home, I went to La Cabras brewery (6) for a flight and a brisket sandwich which, of course, is just a great way to end a beautiful day.

17/18/19- W, Th, F- PA

These days are a blur as I was sick as a dog and stayed in bed, being miserable and sleepy.  I think I slept 22 hours a day. I had a sore throat, runny nose, puffy eyes, a hacking cough, sneezing, irritability, fatigue, aches and pain and I was a miserable bitch.

I kept hoping that I was getting better but I seemed to get deeper in my illness each day. I thought I would sleep all day on Wednesday and be fine.  But I had to call Tricia to let her know that I couldnt go with her to a garden tour on Thursday and then I had to cancel my tickets to a music show on Friday night. And I just ached somuch from coughing so much.

Twitter: Is it true that the orange idiot is falling asleep and farting in court? #TrumpisaNationalDisgrace #TrumpSmellsLikeAss

20- SA- PA

I decided that today I was going to make a huge effort to get back in the the rythm of life.  I got up and still felt dreadful.  But I decided to go tothe pharmacy and see if thre was some stronger medicine I could take.  I was going to walk to the Rite Aid, just down the street. But I didnt even make it to the end of my halway and realized that I didnt have the energy to walk.  So I got in to tme car and drove to the CVS.  A pharmacist gave me some high powered liquid and I went home and had my first shot and shortly thereafter began to feel as if I could return form the dead.  I stayed up all day and didn't feel any need to sleep and was confident that I was back.

Taylor Swift dropped a new double album today.  A local radio station is advertising that they are playing one of her new songs every 13 minutes today.  And when I went on line to listen to one song, it had already been played 27,000,000 today.

21- SU-PA

It's West Chester's 225 birthday and there is a parade and the Uptown people are marching in the parade.  I signed up to particiapte and when I woke up this morning, I thoguht I could make it. So off I went but I arrived late so I didnt have a prop and I didnt have the same tee shirt that everyone else had. And I was wearing myjacket which covered up the Uptown logo on my teeshirt and that wasnt the look they wanted. So I was a bit of a malcontent. And it was 50F so I was cold and we had to stand and wait for an hour before the parade started. And then we only walked about 15 and the parade was over and it was lame. But it got me out of my funk.

And then I went home and I should have come down to the lounge but I went back to bed to listen to a new book.  And then it was 7 PM and I misssed a medicine dose and my productive cough is back and I'm mad at myself.

22-M-PA

As soon as I got out of bed, I called the doctor and left a message with hopes that she would take my diagnostic view of my illness and call a pharmacy and order an antibodic for me.  I want to start taking drugs right now.

My world has turned green.  I love that moment when the trees are ntociably green and beautiful.

I sat out on my balcony and just let the sun warm me.  I wanted to take a nap out there but I am so congested that I was afraid to fall asleep and start snoring and disturb everyone in the courtyard area.

My 2024 garden has started.  I went to Produce Junction and picked up six plants.

With much difficulty, I found the tax man and I have an appointment tomorrow to go over my tax return.

I feel like shit.

In the afternoon, I hung in the courtyard with people. We had an Earth Day event.  I didn't participate but I joined them just so I could hang with some people.  I ahve been so isolated this week.

My doctor sent me a note in my medical portal which I didnt find until the evening.  We had a miscommunication and she sent me an elaborate note on how to address my cold sore problem.  I made an appointment to see her on Wednesday.

Trump's criminal trial began today. I wonder how many times he is going to fart today.

23-TU-PA

It's Primary Voting Day in PA. Biden is already the presumed winner so I wrote in Hillary Clinton's name.  I voted for her in the 2008 primary, the 2016 primary and general election and now today. I'm still with HER.

I had my meeting with the tax man and I fucking hate this moment.  I owe almost $10,000 to the federal governemnt and $1000 to the state and I was charged $565 by the tax man.  They are all stealing from me.

But once I got through that unpleasant moment, I went home and parked my car on the outside lot and cleaned out the trunk of my car. I needed to take inventory of what I have in there. And I have a lot of shit in there.

The sun was so warm and the temperature was so perfect that I sat out there for a whole and just relaxed mindlessly in the moment. I could have stayed there all afternoon. But, instead, I went off and got me a delicious pastrami hoagie and took it to the courtyard to eat and spent the afternoon out there, going through all of the coins I had stashed away in the trunl of my car.  I rolled about $20 and will take the pennies to a coin counter. I found this time to have been the most productive time Ive had in the last week.

24-W- PA

I got to the doctor this morning and she was humiliated by our misunderstanding about my illness. I laughed so hard and she felt so bad becasue she was stunned at how sick I was.  And I was thinking that I was a little better today.  Anyway, I left with perscritions for four medines and a request to follow up on Friday to see if I need a chest exray. So I guess I was sicker than I thought I was.  She gave me the same line that Tricia gave me on Saturday, "You are an old lady now.  You don't heal as quickly as you did when you were younger. Dont wait so long to get in to see a doctor." I am fighting this reality.

I walked across the street to the physical trainer busines and signed up to hire a personal trainer. I have my first session next week.  I need help and maybe this guy can motivate me to stay with a new physical fitness program.

In the wolrd of music, Taylor Swift's new album has already been streamed over 1 billion times since Saturday.

It's 2:30 AM and I am still in the lounge.  I've been here since 10 PM. I have to get to bed.

Twitter: Yet another example of the orange idiot’s delusions. He is slipping away from reality.

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25- TH- PA

Today was a good day. Now that I am on some srong medicine, I feel as if I am finally going to return to normal. I slept well.  I am not coughing as much.  Im not sneezing like crazy.  The blockage in my lungs is losening up.  Life is good.

I was meeting Sharon, Kathy, Patricia and Joann for dinner in town.  I spent the whole damn day waiting to go to dinner.  I had intentions of going to the post office, the bank, getting gas, maybe cleaning out my car, walking through town,  And I did none of that.  I waited for the clock to hit 3:20 to go to pick up Tricia and then drive in to town.

We went to Parc which is a good, upscale resturant in Rittnhouse Square.  I had a veal dish that was so damn delicious that I just wanted to go and sit in a corner and savour every bite.

Afterwards, we went across the street to the Curtis Institute of Music to listen to a young woman give her graduation pefromance on her violin.  Her perfromance  was excellence.

26- F- PA

It's Tricia's birthday. She's 65 and doesn't want to be reminded that she now qualifiies for Medicare.

Sharon, Kathy, Tricia and I went to Longwood Gardens for the day.

27- SA- PA

I feel lousy again. I am lethagric and I have a foggy brain.  I cant wake up enough.

In the evening, I had an ushering assignment and I misread the statrt time and showed up 1/2 late. I late being late.  Anyway, I ushered for the West Chester Film Festival.

28- SU- PA

In the afternoon of this gorgeous day, I ushed for the West Chester Film Festival.  The films were mostly too violent for my taste.

In the evening, Kevin, JoJo and I sat in the courtyard and sampled beers and talked about women's basketball.

29-M-PA

It was a beautiful day.  It was 85F, sunny, warm and radiant.  And I just couldn't wake up today.  I was so groggy.  I got up, got dressed and drove to Marsh Creek State Park.  I thought I would sit by the lake all afternoon.  But I couldn't find the lake and I had trouble staying awake while I was driving so I just came home and slipped back in to bed and listened to my audiobook.  I was so lethargic.

30- TU- PA

I just couldn't wake up today and I had my appointment with my personal trainer.  I wanted to cancel becasue I felt so lousy but I knew that I would never reschedule if I canceled today. So I went and I went through a series of exercises and the two trainers didn't laugh too much at me.  And I think this is what I really need to do even though I do not want to spend this much money on exercising.

Afterwards, I was still sleepy but I went to Workhouse Brewery (7) and got a flight and my beers were mediocre.

I finished my book, Maga Diaries by    .  I didn't lisnet to it enough but the author went from working to Breit news to reporting for Politico.  How does someone make this drmatic transition.  And how can she work to get others away from this dangerous cult?

Twitter: Judge Merchan ruled that Trump violated his court gag order 9 times during his trial, ordering him to pay the court $9,000. The gag order bars the orange idiot from attacking witnesses, prosecutors or family members of the judge & the Manhattan district attorney. #FUTrump

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Sunday, March 30, 2025

Uncle Dick & Aunt Jo

Uncle Dick and Aunt Jo
Atlanta, GE
June 2019

Uncle Dick is my mother's only sibling.  They are five years apart. When she was in college, he was in a high school military academy and my grandparents were living in the Azores. There was enough of an age difference and distance that kept them apart. And when they were adults, they lived so far apart. So we didn't get to see them much throughout most of my life.


RIP Uncle Dick
1932-2021



Saturday, March 29, 2025

Iowa

Iowa

I have only been in this state once.  And that's enough. It was in 2018.  I specifically went there to visit breweries. I started from Wisconsin,  from there, I drove up to Minnesota and then down to Iowa and then back to Wisconsin. I did all of this during a four day weekend.  It snowed the whole time and I had to worry about driving, slipping and sliding and getting snowed in and  and getting back to the airport. 

I don't remember a lot of about the state becasue it was all covered in snow. 

Friday, March 28, 2025

The Beginning of the Civil Rights Museum

 

                   Woolworths

Greensboro, NC
March 13, 2025

I was headed home from Florida when a roadside billboard caught my eye.  The next exit would take me to the home of the original Woolworth's, home of the historic lunch counter that changed the history of our civil rights in the USA.  I know this story and marvel at the courage of these young people.

I believe deeply in so many issues and I will protest, write letters to my legislators, send money, campaign for candidate who held my views on civil rights.  But I am afraid of violence and would rater run than take a beating for standing up fro my beliefs.  So, this movement, this unwavering courage has always captured my admiration.

It was 5:30PM  when I arrived at the museum which closed at 6PM. That didn't give me much time.  But that didn't matter to me.  I just wanted to stand, in silence and admiration, at this place where courageous men and women once stood..

Thursday, March 27, 2025

He Bumped In To Me- Rwanda



                          He Bumped In To Me

Volcano National Park

Rwanda

October 3, 2024


 When I came up to this gorilla family, he was off to the side, by himself, in his own world. He wasn't the largest silverback but he still had a presence.  And then he got up and bent down on all fours and walked towards me.  OMG, I was so nervous. He bumped in to me, not maliciously but just to stay on course for him to keep moving forward. He knocked my kneecap and I was overwhelmed with worry about what would come next. But he kept moving, oblivious to the rage of fear he had triggered in me.

Wednesday, March 26, 2025

I AM SO Damn Tired


 I AM SO DAMN TIRED

  • I am so damn tired of trump and his constant attack on America;
  • and I am sick of the white nationalist;
  • and evangelical christians;
  • and MAGA;
  • and reckless gun owners;
  • And white peoples who assume I agree with them as they whisper their racist thoughts to me;
  • and national isolationists;
  • and people who claim that we should take care of our own poor people before we send out any foreign aide but then don't want to do anything to help the poor in the USA;
  • and people who hate immigrants which is so ironic because most of us come from families of immigrates;
  • and people who think vaccines don't work and now we have a measly outbreak in our country;
  • and people who don't understand the concept of separation of church and state;
  • and people who spout "America first".  How arrogant!;
  • and people who think we should be a christian nation.
  • and people who think we should ban books and they have never read the books they want to ban;
  • and people who attack trans kids.  I don't understand why people want to transition but that is their choice, not mine.  Leave these fragile kids alone.

Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Oscars Short Films- Live Action 2025


 
AND THE NOMINEES WERE:

  • I'm Not a Robot
  • Winner
  • The Last Ranger

  • A Lien


  • Anuja

I liked all of them but I thought the movie, A Lien, was
going to win because this film best described all of the rampant
rampant fear that is now raging throughout our county.

From a creative point of view, Im Not A Robot was so 
damn clever and I get why it won.

Monday, March 24, 2025

My Letter to the Editor

 "Trump's decision to close the Department of Education reveals a deeply shortsighted approach to the future of American education. The DoE serves as a crucial institution that provides federal oversight, ensures equal access to education, and addresses disparities in funding across different states and districts. By pushing for its closure, Trump disregarded the vital role that federal support plays in addressing these systemic inequalities.

One of the department's primary functions is to distribute funding for public schools, particularly in underserved communities. Closing this department will disproportionately affect low-income students, who rely on federal grants and assistance for their education. Trump's proposal also overlooks the department's role in enforcing civil rights laws in schools, which help ensure that all students, regardless of race, gender, or disability, receive an equitable education. Without such protections, minority and disadvantaged students would likely face further marginalization.

Furthermore, the DoE fosters research and policy development, promoting innovation and improvements in educational practices. Trump's carelessness in closing the department will stifle progress and limit the nation's ability to adapt to changing educational needs in the digital age.

Eliminating the Department of Education is not only an imprudent political move but also a direct threat to the well-being of future generations. Education is the backbone of a thriving democracy, and dismantling the federal support that ensures its accessibility and quality would have had lasting, negative consequences for the nation's future."

 

Sunday, March 23, 2025

Bird Flu





I am obsessed with the winter migration of the snow geese.  I look for them several times each year between December and March.  I start in Smyrna, DE in early December and watch them as they begin to gather at the Bombay Hook Wildlife Refuge.  As I approach the refuge, I roll down my car windows and I can hear them. They are so loud.  And then I drive to the huge watering hole there and watch with great excitement as thousands and thousands of them rest on the water.  And I sit and wait for that moment when one of them, some of them decide  it's time to take flight. And they take to flight and so do the other 50,000 of them. The moment is just magical.

Sometime around February, I go up to Middle Creek Wildlife Refuge in Berks County, PA.  They gather in a watering hole that requires a short hike on my part. If it's too cold, I don't go there because I hate to hike and being cold just makes the situation worse.
But in March, they open the driving trail through the refuge and I go there, bring a lunch and just watch them all afternoon as they fly from the pond to the fields and then back again. I never tire of watching them take flight.

I can't get enough of these moments. But the last two years have been a great disappointment.  I've gone to these sites a few times and saw nothing. Where did the birds go?

So last year, I went all the way to Montezuma Wildlife refuge near Rochester, NY to see them. I knew this was part of their route. And I didn't see any.  I was disappointed. When I spoke to the park range, she told me that the numbers have been dwindling since the bird flu epidemic starts, two years ago. 

I miss these birds.

Saturday, March 22, 2025

My Emergency Contacts Were Notified


 I was in bed, listening to a podcast and the volume was too low.  So I picked up my phone in the dark and just kept pushing the volume botton but there was no change in volume. I gave up, rolled over and tried to fall asleep.


Then there was this voice coming from my phone, "911, what's your emergency"?

I was befuddled. I thought I was dreaming. But I picked up my phone and saw that I was connected to the emergency hotline. I told the woman that I couldn't understand how we became connected.

"So there is no emergency" she asked with a tone of annoyance.

"No, no. I don't know why you called me", I tell her.  She hangs up,

I then get a notice that 911 had been called becasue I activated the call through my repeated clicking of the "on" button on my phone. And just then I realized why the volume had not increased on my phone.

I then received this notice that my emergency contacts had been notified.  It is now 12:30AM and I didnt know what to do.  I didn't want to call them as it was too late in the night. So I texted both of them and set my alarm for 7 AM to call them to let me know that I was OK.

I got my first sister and told her not to worry. Everything was OK. She told me that she was so confused because the emergency notice had my location pinned at the Rita's Water Ice store and she just couldn't understand what kind of emergency I could have had at Rita's in the middle of the night. I tried to explain to her that there is a Rita's right next to my apartment building. And that I was home and safe and not to worry.

Truthfully, she didnt seem too worried.

Friday, March 21, 2025

Missed Calls


 My phone is on silence so I don’t hear the phone ring. It isn’t until the end of the day that I check to see who’s call me today. And I’ll never know because they don’t leave messages. I wonder what they want.